Have you ever tasted a chocolate and simply had a sensation which could make you melt? This sensation... makes you wanna have more and more.... and more and more! It is just nice... Like standing in a field... With slow-moving clouds... Then suddenly a breeze brushes past your cheeks. Then you have a chill down your spine, and you start to appreciate the sights, sounds and scents around you. The scent of dew from grass in the morning, the sights of nature which can never be replaced. This is the true taste of chocolate. Isn't it wonderful? If you don't believe me go and buy 1 bar of chocolate now! Then eat it slowly.... And taste it carefully. IT'S WONDERFUL!!!!!!!!!!!
After school ends, I am gonna chiong for O levels! I aim to finish my notes for all subjects in 2 days, and read it continously for the next 2 weeks and finish all of it by the time O levels start. I don't remember studying much for PSLE. I remember that I was studying in a tent which I thought was really really cool! Then I lied down inside in and "AHHHHHHHH~", the pleasures of life. lol then I read through all my worksheets and went to PSLE. I even remembered I wrote 7 pages of fullscalp for my english narrative. Means about 14 pages of narrative! haha and my english still got A :P dunno how I did it, but I even had time to sleep after finishing both that letter? and the story... I even forgot the story I wrote... but I remember it was really descriptive with lots of nice vocab and phrases... dunno about the grammer though. lol... Anyway... was surprised my chinese got an A too... haha. I can't wait for school to finish... I am really productive without homework, I dunno why... I can study effectively without homework xD but with homework... haiiz... so I can't wait for school to end! then I can finally be effective with my studying :D But I know... after O levels I will really miss school. haha.
I thought of more than a million and one things to do after my O levels! ok maybe not a million and one. lol maybe hundred and one ;D so many so many things to do!! So excited for O levels to end, but I dun want it to start so soon. haha. About 20 days to O levels? I wonder where all the time has went...
During these few months, I learnt that effective study is the best, compared to the number of hours you studied. Haha.. Cos I studied till late into night for many nights... And almost no information went into my head.
JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
GANBATTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
For O levels everyone!
Let's go on this roller-coaster ride of life together!
We can do it! As long as we believe!
Trust yourself, that you can achieve anything.
Trust the hard work that you have put in.
Trust that the future, holds many bright possibilities for you.
Trust that when you put in effort, it will be worth it.
Trust that chocolate is NIIIIIIIICCCEEEEE!
hahaha. Good luck for your "O"s everyone. You need it! ^^
stressed, stressed, stressed for O levels. Cannot think of anything except O LEVELS!!!! lol... Jiayou ba... x.x
hmmm... don't you just wonder... why are we all like this? (haha, not an emo post ok!) I think all humans are naturally evil, naturally selfish, naturally greedy. All that matters is the individual heart of every single one of us, our thoughts that allow that evil side of us to be slowly pushed out... But some things just can't be pushed out for some people.. Just wondering... why are humans just so cruel? Why is there war? Why is there suffering? Why is there tyranny? Why are humans so cruel to eachother, why is racism still existing in this world? Just why are we so cruel to people who are the same species as us?!?!
Haha.. Just thinking like this... lol. I want the world to change, not to my own desires but to my desire to make the world a better place.
Anyway... I woke up early today!!! Weeee~ Because I am gonna chiong all my holiday homeworks T.T these works are due tomorrow I guess.. but I haven't done much x.x I studied during the holidays instead of doing homework... Guai hor... haha so today is my CHIONG day~
As each day gets closer to the actual O levels, I ask myself. Where has all the time went?
As each day ends, I ask myself. Where has all the friendship went to?
As each day passes, I ask myself. Why do I miss you more and more even though there seems to be no chance of you missing me?
As each day ends, I ask myself. What am I doing to my life?
As each day passes, I count my blessings. I found out that actually my life isn't so bad after all. OH YEAH! xD
Hmmm... so I have to finish 4 papers from physics TYS, 2 papers from chemistry TYS, 2 chinese compositions, WHOLE of POA TYS in 1 day. haha... good luck to me. lol
GANBATTE for O levels!!! JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
haha lalala~ these days at school are fun/tiring/mind-exhausting xD so much to learn~ so little time x.x but we all must jiayou wor~~ so long nv blog already... blog like dead xD but anyway... the emo post before this is over~ I'm okay now due to some of my friends~ love u all~ hahaha xD
Nowadays I'm hyper hyperiffic-hyperness.. except during lessons... very sleepy xD but still got information go inside the brain... so its ok ba xD
Hmmmm... so long nv blog no inspiration... haha, didnt do well in prelims, especially maths paper 2... I didn't complete the paper, cos i was sick that day... then i went to the toilet few times xD then stare in the air.. cannot concentrate cos sick x.x but anyway.. i didn't study as well cos i was sick,
1)Eat
2)Take medicine
3)Sleep
4)Record data in the table given below (Joking de... cos i just now do chem SPA planning... then now the info still in brain xD)
5)Repeat steps 1-4
Then never study... then that day chemistry I never come cos i was sick, then i force myself to study till 1-2am+++ then wake up at 6am cannot get out of bed, cos headache + dizzy + flu + cough + breathless x.x want come also cannot come.. haha
So I must GANBATTE!! Eat more Vitamin C and the wat ar... cod liver oil thingy? I like the orange flavour de... so sweet xD Tomorrow I must buy!!! then buy already come back and eat everyday... MUST not absent myself anymore...
From now on even if I'm sick I will come to school... Even if i will collapse on the way to school!!!!
Okay la.. dun so exaggerating.. IF come out of bed want to faint already then won't come.. or else normal flu or wat will come.. Btw mom want me to take the flu injection.. but i rather eat vitamin C then take... x.x (Hate injections)
Then at the end... I dont know if I can go for DPA.. cos Foong Oi and Jiamei already get the call from NP but I never get T.T hooooowwwwwwwwwww x.x if never get means must rely on O level already.. But I scared of O level xD
Okay go back study already.. and today I reach home and sleep till now x.x must get better, flu 4 weeks+++ already... Hate my nose *throws away nose xD
ok tatas~
:D
I think I can stand it.. i've been bearing with it for a long time anyway.. so i shall keep my feelings deep in my heart, and will not release it.. I just hope one day my feelings won't burst out, then i'll.. haiizz... these stuff happened to me before, in primary school.. I remember that time I was still a little kid.. childish at heart, believing in true friendship and every friendship is dear to the heart.. After that my behavior kinda changed.. from a very optimistic, "le guan" and open person to what I am now.. some shallow shell with no meaningful existence. haha. I think its my fate, and i should accept it, but sometimes its just too much to ignore, and i cant delude myself that nothing is happening, nothing is happening. Is this life? Maybe this is part of life.. since u can't avoid it. I want to show my true self.. not the one I normally show, not the one I use to defend this wound in my heart, which is not able to heal fully. Sometimes I think, what a fake person I am.. with sides of myself not able to show others except sometimes.. sometimes I just feel that i'll show it, cos I'm happy. This kind of life is kinda.. stressful. Truthfully, I am stressed. I am always stressed by what happened last time.. and I don't want to think about what happened last time.. All my trust.. in true friendship all lost. I remember after that incident for a long while, I can't make a best friend or treat people sincerely. I lost my trust which I had.. its like depression, except i was clear of what i was doing. Labels: Life.
Now, I think i made some really good friends. Getting along better with them. But this has to happen again and again... sometimes I really hate life's little parcels.. Sometimes I really can't take it anymore. This has really affected my mood.
Maybe its just like this. I really must keep it, no anger must be shown from me, or other people will be affected. I don't want my friends I made to feel affected. They are dear to me, and I will do whatever I can to keep these "can be avoided" stuff away... I'll put my trust in them, so that I can revert to my old self.. :D
Sometimes, everything is fake, has a facade, a mask covering these stuff. I will change my attitude... for better or for worse. Life is difficult, isn't it?
Let's talk about something else... I must not be reminded of that thing, its taboo ;D haha... lets laugh :D :D :D :D :D
Today chinese paper, ok-ok la.. I only know.. I DEFINITELY won't fail.. haha, then if mark like usual intensive i think will get B3 like that :D :D plus oral all these should be B3.. cos my oral.. x.x
After paper I go watch movie~ Night at the musuem 2, not-bad show, quite funny. Too bad Jm and Fo can't join us.. but during the show I eat popcorn till.. waaa so full. Then we went arcade, my finger being cut.. ouch.. then got plaster.. haha
I think I uncovered the "Jean" part of me already... x.x But my mood is inter-changable, not like Jean. hahaha. That's good isn't it. ok I will go do homework or wake up earlier tomorrow to do..
Tatas~
:D
zzzz so tired somehow today... I dont know why.. haha weekend sleep too much but still soooo tired zzz later study a bit then sleep le~~ yaaay hahaha sleeping is so nice *-* so full.. eat dinner and a bit of macdonalds.. LOL like tat sure get fat de.. eat so much.. o.o especially weekends when I'm rotting at home~ weeee~ haha blog a bit only.. cannot on com too long, not good for ur health~~ haha Labels: Love everyone on this earth :D
ok so..
Tatas~
:D
haiizz.. wasted time so much during the weekend.. all I do is sleep, sleep and sleep!! z.z I just wake up sia.. haha then blog a while then cannot waste time already.. then must treasure every min cos this weekend I do nth but SLEEP!!! AHHHH!!! (I got study a bit but a bit only!! T.T) haha means weekdays I cannot waste time sleeping already... I must STUDY!!! STUDY!!!!!!!!! haha oh yea.. forgot to blog also.. friday when I was returning home, a very MEMORABLE incident happened. Memorable does not mean good... cos my bag strap broke T.T the second one in the year to break. (wow does this mean I am a good student? hahaha) then when I returned home my mom scolded me.... haiizz then bring out all the old bags for me to choose. And those old bags are sling bags.. they can't withstand the weight of my books!!! Then I went to sew my bag strap... now its ok I guess o.o hope it does not break again x.x Labels: bag issues, Distracted, sleep too much
Today lunch I eat botak jones, soooo nice!!! *-* The only good thing that happened during my weekend.. lol sad sia ;-;
Now I feel like sleeping again.. but NO!! I cannot sleep! I must go do chinese homework... And be a good girl!! Guai niu hai~ haha OH YEAH I BOUGHT MARSHMALLOWS!! <3>
okok must not waste time blogging also..
Tatas~
:D
This girl...:D
Marsiling sec
November 4 1993
You Should know who I am :) (Kind of obvious)
-Go to a course I like in poly[ ]
I am who I am, and I like who I am.
Shy in front of a lot of people, turns into a crazy person if you know me well.
Hate being mean to people, and does not scold vulgarites. (And has not scolded vulgarites in her entire life) :P *proud*
Loves being happy, and making other people happy if they are sad.
However, be wary of me if you done something wrong to me.. BEWARE (muahahahaha)
[[ The Wishlist ]]
-Work hard enough for O levels so that even if I fail.. at least I tried.[ ]
-Reduce my stress [ ]
-Change my mentality and all that[ ]
-Get 6 A1s in O levels[ ]
-Lose weight to 45 kg [ ]
-To make everyone smile ♥ [ ]
-To be the one I want to be [ ]
-Not to think so much about some things that are not worth worrying [ ]
-To relax as much as I can after O levels [ ]
-To love everyone even if they don't love me [ ]
-To hide my feelings [ ]
-To eat sakae sushi, seoul garden after O levels <3 [ ]
Adeline
Ai Ling
Dhaimirah
Ellis
Fitri
Hui Ying
Jia Hui
Jiamei
Natasha
Nerin
Xiaoyin
Radiyah
Sin Yee
Qin Hui
Li Shan
Qi Ying
Yani
Yi Shan
Siyi
Yuhui
Be nice here, don't spam and don't advertise :D
Have you ever tasted a chocolate and simply had a sensation which could make you melt? This sensation... makes you wanna have more and more.... and more and more! It is just nice... Like standing in a field... With slow-moving clouds... Then suddenly a breeze brushes past your cheeks. Then you have a chill down your spine, and you start to appreciate the sights, sounds and scents around you. The scent of dew from grass in the morning, the sights of nature which can never be replaced. This is the true taste of chocolate. Isn't it wonderful? If you don't believe me go and buy 1 bar of chocolate now! Then eat it slowly.... And taste it carefully. IT'S WONDERFUL!!!!!!!!!!!
After school ends, I am gonna chiong for O levels! I aim to finish my notes for all subjects in 2 days, and read it continously for the next 2 weeks and finish all of it by the time O levels start. I don't remember studying much for PSLE. I remember that I was studying in a tent which I thought was really really cool! Then I lied down inside in and "AHHHHHHHH~", the pleasures of life. lol then I read through all my worksheets and went to PSLE. I even remembered I wrote 7 pages of fullscalp for my english narrative. Means about 14 pages of narrative! haha and my english still got A :P dunno how I did it, but I even had time to sleep after finishing both that letter? and the story... I even forgot the story I wrote... but I remember it was really descriptive with lots of nice vocab and phrases... dunno about the grammer though. lol... Anyway... was surprised my chinese got an A too... haha. I can't wait for school to finish... I am really productive without homework, I dunno why... I can study effectively without homework xD but with homework... haiiz... so I can't wait for school to end! then I can finally be effective with my studying :D But I know... after O levels I will really miss school. haha.
I thought of more than a million and one things to do after my O levels! ok maybe not a million and one. lol maybe hundred and one ;D so many so many things to do!! So excited for O levels to end, but I dun want it to start so soon. haha. About 20 days to O levels? I wonder where all the time has went...
During these few months, I learnt that effective study is the best, compared to the number of hours you studied. Haha.. Cos I studied till late into night for many nights... And almost no information went into my head.
JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
GANBATTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
For O levels everyone!
Let's go on this roller-coaster ride of life together!
We can do it! As long as we believe!
Trust yourself, that you can achieve anything.
Trust the hard work that you have put in.
Trust that the future, holds many bright possibilities for you.
Trust that when you put in effort, it will be worth it.
Trust that chocolate is NIIIIIIIICCCEEEEE!
hahaha. Good luck for your "O"s everyone. You need it! ^^
stressed, stressed, stressed for O levels. Cannot think of anything except O LEVELS!!!! lol... Jiayou ba... x.x
hmmm... don't you just wonder... why are we all like this? (haha, not an emo post ok!) I think all humans are naturally evil, naturally selfish, naturally greedy. All that matters is the individual heart of every single one of us, our thoughts that allow that evil side of us to be slowly pushed out... But some things just can't be pushed out for some people.. Just wondering... why are humans just so cruel? Why is there war? Why is there suffering? Why is there tyranny? Why are humans so cruel to eachother, why is racism still existing in this world? Just why are we so cruel to people who are the same species as us?!?!
Haha.. Just thinking like this... lol. I want the world to change, not to my own desires but to my desire to make the world a better place.
Anyway... I woke up early today!!! Weeee~ Because I am gonna chiong all my holiday homeworks T.T these works are due tomorrow I guess.. but I haven't done much x.x I studied during the holidays instead of doing homework... Guai hor... haha so today is my CHIONG day~
As each day gets closer to the actual O levels, I ask myself. Where has all the time went?
As each day ends, I ask myself. Where has all the friendship went to?
As each day passes, I ask myself. Why do I miss you more and more even though there seems to be no chance of you missing me?
As each day ends, I ask myself. What am I doing to my life?
As each day passes, I count my blessings. I found out that actually my life isn't so bad after all. OH YEAH! xD
Hmmm... so I have to finish 4 papers from physics TYS, 2 papers from chemistry TYS, 2 chinese compositions, WHOLE of POA TYS in 1 day. haha... good luck to me. lol
GANBATTE for O levels!!! JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!
haha lalala~ these days at school are fun/tiring/mind-exhausting xD so much to learn~ so little time x.x but we all must jiayou wor~~ so long nv blog already... blog like dead xD but anyway... the emo post before this is over~ I'm okay now due to some of my friends~ love u all~ hahaha xD
Nowadays I'm hyper hyperiffic-hyperness.. except during lessons... very sleepy xD but still got information go inside the brain... so its ok ba xD
Hmmmm... so long nv blog no inspiration... haha, didnt do well in prelims, especially maths paper 2... I didn't complete the paper, cos i was sick that day... then i went to the toilet few times xD then stare in the air.. cannot concentrate cos sick x.x but anyway.. i didn't study as well cos i was sick,
1)Eat
2)Take medicine
3)Sleep
4)Record data in the table given below (Joking de... cos i just now do chem SPA planning... then now the info still in brain xD)
5)Repeat steps 1-4
Then never study... then that day chemistry I never come cos i was sick, then i force myself to study till 1-2am+++ then wake up at 6am cannot get out of bed, cos headache + dizzy + flu + cough + breathless x.x want come also cannot come.. haha
So I must GANBATTE!! Eat more Vitamin C and the wat ar... cod liver oil thingy? I like the orange flavour de... so sweet xD Tomorrow I must buy!!! then buy already come back and eat everyday... MUST not absent myself anymore...
From now on even if I'm sick I will come to school... Even if i will collapse on the way to school!!!!
Okay la.. dun so exaggerating.. IF come out of bed want to faint already then won't come.. or else normal flu or wat will come.. Btw mom want me to take the flu injection.. but i rather eat vitamin C then take... x.x (Hate injections)
Then at the end... I dont know if I can go for DPA.. cos Foong Oi and Jiamei already get the call from NP but I never get T.T hooooowwwwwwwwwww x.x if never get means must rely on O level already.. But I scared of O level xD
Okay go back study already.. and today I reach home and sleep till now x.x must get better, flu 4 weeks+++ already... Hate my nose *throws away nose xD
ok tatas~
:D
I think I can stand it.. i've been bearing with it for a long time anyway.. so i shall keep my feelings deep in my heart, and will not release it.. I just hope one day my feelings won't burst out, then i'll.. haiizz... these stuff happened to me before, in primary school.. I remember that time I was still a little kid.. childish at heart, believing in true friendship and every friendship is dear to the heart.. After that my behavior kinda changed.. from a very optimistic, "le guan" and open person to what I am now.. some shallow shell with no meaningful existence. haha. I think its my fate, and i should accept it, but sometimes its just too much to ignore, and i cant delude myself that nothing is happening, nothing is happening. Is this life? Maybe this is part of life.. since u can't avoid it. I want to show my true self.. not the one I normally show, not the one I use to defend this wound in my heart, which is not able to heal fully. Sometimes I think, what a fake person I am.. with sides of myself not able to show others except sometimes.. sometimes I just feel that i'll show it, cos I'm happy. This kind of life is kinda.. stressful. Truthfully, I am stressed. I am always stressed by what happened last time.. and I don't want to think about what happened last time.. All my trust.. in true friendship all lost. I remember after that incident for a long while, I can't make a best friend or treat people sincerely. I lost my trust which I had.. its like depression, except i was clear of what i was doing. Labels: Life.
Now, I think i made some really good friends. Getting along better with them. But this has to happen again and again... sometimes I really hate life's little parcels.. Sometimes I really can't take it anymore. This has really affected my mood.
Maybe its just like this. I really must keep it, no anger must be shown from me, or other people will be affected. I don't want my friends I made to feel affected. They are dear to me, and I will do whatever I can to keep these "can be avoided" stuff away... I'll put my trust in them, so that I can revert to my old self.. :D
Sometimes, everything is fake, has a facade, a mask covering these stuff. I will change my attitude... for better or for worse. Life is difficult, isn't it?
Let's talk about something else... I must not be reminded of that thing, its taboo ;D haha... lets laugh :D :D :D :D :D
Today chinese paper, ok-ok la.. I only know.. I DEFINITELY won't fail.. haha, then if mark like usual intensive i think will get B3 like that :D :D plus oral all these should be B3.. cos my oral.. x.x
After paper I go watch movie~ Night at the musuem 2, not-bad show, quite funny. Too bad Jm and Fo can't join us.. but during the show I eat popcorn till.. waaa so full. Then we went arcade, my finger being cut.. ouch.. then got plaster.. haha
I think I uncovered the "Jean" part of me already... x.x But my mood is inter-changable, not like Jean. hahaha. That's good isn't it. ok I will go do homework or wake up earlier tomorrow to do..
Tatas~
:D
zzzz so tired somehow today... I dont know why.. haha weekend sleep too much but still soooo tired zzz later study a bit then sleep le~~ yaaay hahaha sleeping is so nice *-* so full.. eat dinner and a bit of macdonalds.. LOL like tat sure get fat de.. eat so much.. o.o especially weekends when I'm rotting at home~ weeee~ haha blog a bit only.. cannot on com too long, not good for ur health~~ haha Labels: Love everyone on this earth :D
ok so..
Tatas~
:D
haiizz.. wasted time so much during the weekend.. all I do is sleep, sleep and sleep!! z.z I just wake up sia.. haha then blog a while then cannot waste time already.. then must treasure every min cos this weekend I do nth but SLEEP!!! AHHHH!!! (I got study a bit but a bit only!! T.T) haha means weekdays I cannot waste time sleeping already... I must STUDY!!! STUDY!!!!!!!!! haha oh yea.. forgot to blog also.. friday when I was returning home, a very MEMORABLE incident happened. Memorable does not mean good... cos my bag strap broke T.T the second one in the year to break. (wow does this mean I am a good student? hahaha) then when I returned home my mom scolded me.... haiizz then bring out all the old bags for me to choose. And those old bags are sling bags.. they can't withstand the weight of my books!!! Then I went to sew my bag strap... now its ok I guess o.o hope it does not break again x.x Labels: bag issues, Distracted, sleep too much
Today lunch I eat botak jones, soooo nice!!! *-* The only good thing that happened during my weekend.. lol sad sia ;-;
Now I feel like sleeping again.. but NO!! I cannot sleep! I must go do chinese homework... And be a good girl!! Guai niu hai~ haha OH YEAH I BOUGHT MARSHMALLOWS!! <3>
okok must not waste time blogging also..
Tatas~
:D